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"Life expands or shrinks in proportion to one's courage."    ~Anain Nin

{ Tuesday, 30 September, 2003 }

The Powerpuff Girls, of all

The Powerpuff Girls, of all blessed things, as symbolic representations of the Abrahamic religions.

jaybird found this for you @ 21:57 in Silly People, Satire & Strange Behaviors | | permalink



Chaos theory explains all: There's

Chaos theory explains all: There's chaos on the buses: Model reveals why shuttles come all at once or not at all.

jaybird found this for you @ 17:58 in Science, Quantum & Space | | permalink



Shoeshine man donates $89,000 in

Shoeshine man donates $89,000 in tips to hospital Lexie goes to an office building about three blocks from the hospital and hands over his weekly donation — shoeshine tips, gifts from customers and contributions — to the hospital’s Free Care Fund.

jaybird found this for you @ 17:18 in Radical Undertakings | | permalink



Orangutans Could Go Extinct in

Orangutans Could Go Extinct in 20 Years Habitat destruction by illegal loggers could mean the extinction of orangutans within 10 to 20 years, a Harvard researcher studying the apes said Monday.

jaybird found this for you @ 06:51 in Environment, Ecology & Nature | | permalink



Nothing is for sale on

Nothing is for sale on eBay: eBay item 2953932717 (Ends Sep-30-03 19:42:42 PDT) - nothing

via comments on yesterday's MeFi thread

jaybird found this for you @ 06:42 in Blogosphere, Tech & Internet | | permalink



{ Monday, 29 September, 2003 }

This post is about nothing.

This post is about nothing. Zip. Zero. Zilch. Nada.

Crossposted to MeFi

jaybird found this for you @ 23:20 in Science, Quantum & Space | | permalink



Oy gevalt, today was stressful.

Oy gevalt, today was stressful. So, in order to straighten out my head and releive this tension headache, I'm going to go and laugh with friends. Which is a good thing, considering that yet another study has proven laughter to be healthy, indeed, prophylactic (insert pun here___________).

Experiments Prove: Laughter is Best Anti-Allergen

jaybird found this for you @ 17:21 in Health, Medicine & Bio-Happiness | | permalink



A Gaetice depressus, right,

A Gaetice depressus, right, and its exuviae seem smiling in this undated handout photo from Toba Aquarium in Toba, Mie prefecture, western Japan. An 8-year-old boy picked the Gaetice depressus with about 1.5 cm shell on Aug. 30, 2003 when he went digging for clams at a beach in the prefecture and brought it to the aquarium. Employees at the aquarium doubted first that it was drawn by permanent marker but kept it. Even after the Gaetice depressus exuviated on Sept. 21, 2003, it still has the pattern like smiling clearly and it was proved that the pattern is by nature.

jaybird found this for you @ 06:45 in Environment, Ecology & Nature | | permalink



Gorilla Escapes From Boston Zoo,

Gorilla Escapes From Boston Zoo, is off to found new civilization.

jaybird found this for you @ 06:41 in Environment, Ecology & Nature | | permalink



"Tomorrow"

Wine, thicker than blood and much more fun to drink, has loosened my fingers and all the neural connections that make them move. While typing I cannot wax loquacious per se, I'm not talking here, this is the expression of fingertips.

It's one of the chillier nights of the new autumn. The heater is on, and the night seems much darker than the summer sky. I've made insignificant preparations for the coming cold, tinkering halfwittedly in hopes that the winter will skip out this year. Growing up, everyone said how fast time goes as you age. No shit. Did the summer happen at all? Wasn't winter only yesterday? What have I done other than progress biologically to this point in time?

I'm becoming increasingly aware of the years ahead. The giddiness of entering my thirties a just under a year ago has transformed into a sort of resignation and anxiety about that thing that doesn't exist, the future. I'm back to wondering if there is a monster in the closet, and hiding under the covers just in case. I suppose it's that whole "what have I done with my life?" theme that's flapping wildly in the gales of my mind, which has yet to learn effectively how to be quiet.

Achievements, I can blessedly list many. Love, I cannot count the stars, how can I enumerate my love? A partner is a different story. I've been single now since '99, with a few aberrations, and that aspect of my life remains unfulfilled open. I've been blindly shooting arrows in the night, and I could've brought down Cupid in my folly. I've forgotten how to play the game, and so amble about shyly hoping that a miracle might just happen. I remain optimistic, as is my general disposition, yet with each day my longing tugs at my patience. I search crowds for promising faces.

I need an enthusiastic kick in the pants. I need to regain my optimism for the next decade, which by most measures has been an early wild success. The monster in my closet might simply be a moth flitting about looking for light. I need only open the door and peek in, and let whatever is stewing there come out and chase it's kismet down... whether it's a bright future or a gnashing of teeth, or something inbetween. I appreciate this moment of honesty, and am buoyed by the fact that my trepidation is quite common, if even worse among those of my generation, even pathological.

Every day we awaken to new rules and a rearranged playing field, and we spend half our time getting our bearings and the next half plotting the course ahead, and precious moments inbetween actually plowing through coordinates into tomorrow. I know my bout of weariness is as natural as pinecones, oatmeal and morning fog... if anything it's a point from which to pivot into a pointed and clear resolution to age gracefully, come what may.

That said, it's time to drag these [not quite] old bones to bed. I wonder what tomorrow will be like. I haven't even the slightest clue, and as profoundly unnerving as that may be, it conversely can be utterly invigorating.

jaybird found this for you @ 01:15 in Journaling the Infinite | | permalink



Would you like to meet

Would you like to meet Gaye Males?
via blort

jaybird found this for you @ 00:11 in Silly People, Satire & Strange Behaviors | | permalink



{ Sunday, 28 September, 2003 }

"September's Weird Searches"

In keeping with bird on the moon tradition, here's the latest from the referrer files on how in the hell you (?) wound up here:

  • playground for bird [cute]
  • promise of a coming day quiz [Will the sun rise tomorrow? Yes, No, Maybe]
  • cutting hair according to the moon [I'm not sure the moon has said much about that being that it doesn't appear to have any hair, look for coiffure tips elsewhere, dearie]
  • rainy day masturbation photos [I like rain, I like photography, I like, ummm, that, but have yet to put the three together]
  • jaybird nude [CRIKEY!!!]
  • quantum space monkeys [A guess at future evolution?]
  • lime mike may eyes [Googlewhack?]
  • bele chere nude [Bele Chere is our local arts festival/street party/mayhem weekend in July, though as I recall clothing was required, not optional. We ain't N'awlins, yet.]
  • joshua or sociab or muzo or overshot or exponentiations [Whatever, you got me.]
  • incubus 4am demon [ROOSTER!]
  • dogging and norge [catting and sverige!]
  • the frist man on the moon [No, the "Frist Man,' i.e. Senate Majority leader Bill Frist of Tennessee, hasn't made it yet, but I wish the heck he would and stay up there a while.]
  • how to kung fu [like this! %$*&1]
  • soulmate cardinals birds [Tweet sweet!]
  • old guts and glory [Can't smell all that good.]
  • humming bird cybernetics [This is your ornithology on drugs.]

    There is a sharp rise in requests, as has been strangely typical, of anatomical pictures of the pop wench who recently had a sensational smooch with Madonna, and likewise of some Indian actress who likes having the same name twice.

    God bless the internet.

    jaybird found this for you @ 23:35 in Blogosphere, Tech & Internet | | permalink



    Meteorite strikes Indian village, sparking

    Meteorite strikes Indian village, sparking fires and such, while in New Dehli, there's an animal blessing for peace (Note: next weekend is a tradtional Christian animal blessing time, honoring the feast of St. Francis).

    jaybird found this for you @ 21:04 in Culture, People & Customs | | permalink



    They're going nuts: Weary troops

    They're going nuts: Weary troops just want to go home A little Iraqi girl -- no more than eight years old -- squatted beside the road with tears of humiliation streaming down her cheeks. Twenty feet away, three American soldiers had their rifles aimed at her as she was forced to relieve herself in full view of a long line of parked cars. From inside their vehicles, the Iraqi onlookers screamed their rage at the U.S. troops. Whenever one of the Iraqis ventured to step out of his vehicle, an American officer bellowed, "Get back in the car, a--hole!" and the .50-calibre machinegun mounted on the U.S. Hummer would swing menacingly toward the protester.

    via MeFi

    jaybird found this for you @ 19:24 in News, Opinion & Politique | | permalink



    "Deep Gravity"

    This poem happened as a result of a very strange magnetism between a very striking presence in town today and I. He was absolutely beautiful, even a bit awkward (like some angel who'd just fallen to earth and was getting his bearings), and we just kept looking at eachother, trying to meet, but somewhat unable to. The brief time we were near eachother seemed quite long, if time even mattered.


    I expected nothing, and there you were.
    From across the room, deep gravity,
    Magnetism gone haywire.
    I fell into you, though there was much between us.
    I heard your voice, a gust bending the grasses,
    Your eyes kicked up the crisp ruddy leaves into a whirl
    Evoking the molecules that make you and I related, somehow.
    I hopped over planets to catch up with you,
    A meteor skimming over mere distance
    To streak into your view, just to see your face again.
    Deny even the hint of love, it's inevitability, it's ubiquity, it's enchanting power
    To draw together two like souls from across a crowd,
    And you deny the rising sun.
    Will I know your name?
    Will our silhouettes ever merge, our shadows cross over any chosen ground?
    Will I myself uncurse my disillusionment?
    Like pigeons in the park, answers swarm, flutter, peck and flee.
    You, a passing glance and I'm upside-down with life.
    I will be righted, at least, my gait is quickened as love begins to color autumn,
    And I'm drawn ever closer to the story that made you,
    Stumbling over words, getting the gist of falling back to earth.

    jaybird found this for you @ 14:48 in Journaling the Infinite | | permalink



    Bottoms up! Whisky of Mass

    Bottoms up! Whisky of Mass Destruction - how the US spied on a tiny island distillery If the slightest possibility exists that Bruichladdich distillery on Islay is a threat to world peace, we need to know.

    jaybird found this for you @ 14:11 in News, Opinion & Politique | | permalink



    { Saturday, 27 September, 2003 }

    "Heartburn"

    Briefly, as the street walks my feet under an Indian Summer moonless sky,
    A sensation of heartburn... I have to stop, and let breath catch me.
    The street musicians with their banjos and tambourines
    Strum a tune sweeter than wine, overhead a Milky Way spine,
    I toss a buck into the hat, and the car radio gives me Coltrane.
    Heartburn, tonight, a comedy of fire and ventricle.
    Heartburn, that I am consumed by ardor is nothing when there is love around.
    Heartburn, no full sink nor empty bank need be fuel.
    There is no loneliness, there are bright stars
    Eventually they will come to you, fall in your lap
    Like some drunken dream in need of safe harbor.
    There is no pain, only sudden acute awareness that you are an organism,
    Watching the play of streetlight through autumn's fading leaves,
    Wondering listlessly what to do next with your night.
    There is no worry,
    For what will happen certainly will, there are no epic forces you can battle
    To forestall the next minute of life, even the heat in your chest,
    A bonfire of excess wishes and misgivings.
    My very love smolders into ash, blows away
    Through wasted, wanton words never intended to be heard
    And those too nervous to bear pronunciation.
    I can't answer 'why' right now, my heart is scouring for kindling
    Smoky prayers ascending, dissolving, becoming the wind.
    Here... this I will say definitively;
    My heartburn went west when I recalled this, the dream of a kid;
    He was fighting, he told me, and his sight was poor.
    When from the sky, an angel gave him soar, cleared his eyes,
    And with his own face reflected back, melted conflict in a smile.
    Is that not every wish?
    To be absconded from our waywardness
    And see ourselves in the rescuer?
    ~
    From a still outpost now
    The coals have burnt out, cinders rainsoaked.
    In my second of vexation, a fluttering above me,
    A familiar face, and the return of coolness.
    I have forsook a chance to mingle with fire
    To be nestled here, in quiet, to think.
    The sunset was surely painted,
    The object of my desires surely sculpted
    My heart, surely the victim of it's own imagination.
    I will not claim to make sense, nor to be accurate;
    We are mutable, prone to unseen whims,
    And my words here are merely a spilt bucket in a river.
    These arteries, so long as they hold up,
    Shall record blessings beyond the scope of rational language,
    And the burning that transforms, and beckons to passion.

    jaybird found this for you @ 23:22 in | | permalink



    What do the Great Wall

    What do the Great Wall of China, the Paraguay Railway System and Historic Lower Manhattan have in common? They're all on the World Monuments Watch list of 100 Most Endangered sites.

    Crossposted to MeFi

    jaybird found this for you @ 21:16 in History, Civilization & Anthropology | | permalink



    Anti-war protests span globe Protests

    Anti-war protests span globe Protests around the world on Saturday called for an end to the US-led occupation of Iraq and Israel's claims on Palestinian territories.

    jaybird found this for you @ 20:44 in News, Opinion & Politique | | permalink



    Load of corn in

    Load of corn in Somalia

    jaybird found this for you @ 20:16 in News, Opinion & Politique | | permalink



    L'shana tova, happy Rosh Hashanah!

    L'shana tova, happy Rosh Hashanah!

    jaybird found this for you @ 17:11 in Spirituality, Religion & Mythos | | permalink



    CIA seeks probe of White

    CIA seeks probe of White House The CIA has asked the Justice Department to investigate allegations that the White House broke federal laws by revealing the identity of one of its undercover employees in retaliation against the woman’s husband, a former ambassador who publicly criticized President Bush’s since-discredited claim that Iraq had sought weapons-grade uranium from Africa...

    jaybird found this for you @ 08:26 in News, Opinion & Politique | | permalink



    { Friday, 26 September, 2003 }

    Gimme some sugar: Embraced

    Gimme some sugar: Embraced by India's hugging saint India's most famous woman guru, Mata Amritanandamayi, whose name means "mother of absolute bliss", is renowned for many things.
    But by far the best known fact about her is that she hugs people as a blessing and therapy.

    jaybird found this for you @ 17:29 in Spirituality, Religion & Mythos | | permalink



    34.6 Million U.S. People in

    34.6 Million U.S. People in Poverty in 2002 More than 1.7 million people in the United States slid into poverty in 2002 and incomes slipped for the second year in a row, the U.S. government said on Friday in a report sure to provide new ammunition for Democrats trying to unseat President Bush.

    jaybird found this for you @ 16:24 in News, Opinion & Politique | | permalink



    He was Simply Irresistable: Rock

    He was Simply Irresistable: Rock Singer Robert Palmer Dies at Age 54

    jaybird found this for you @ 16:05 in Art, Music, Theater & Film | | permalink



    Screaming across the intergalactic tabloids,

    Screaming across the intergalactic tabloids, it's :Milky Way Galaxy Cannibalizes Sagittarius Our Milky Way galaxy is gobbling up its galactic neighbor, Sagittarius, and on Wednesday, scientists offered documentary proof of this continuing cosmic cannibalism.

    jaybird found this for you @ 06:51 in Science, Quantum & Space | | permalink



    Amazonian find stuns researchers Deep

    Amazonian find stuns researchers Deep in the Amazon forest of Brazil, archaeologists have found a network of 1,000-year-old towns and villages that refutes two long-held notions: that the pre-Columbian tropical rain forest was a pristine environment that had not been altered by humans, and that the rain forest could not support a complex, sophisticated society.

    jaybird found this for you @ 06:48 in History, Civilization & Anthropology | | permalink



    { Thursday, 25 September, 2003 }

    Victory! Nigerian Islamic court clears

    Victory! Nigerian Islamic court clears Amina Lawal of adultery in stoning case

    jaybird found this for you @ 23:16 in News, Opinion & Politique | | permalink



    "Congratulations, Joshua+Robin"

    jrwed_web.jpg

    Just over a year ago, my long-time best friend married his beautiful bride, Robin. This week, they celebrate one year of marriage, with eternity to go. Their love is contagious, their sweet swooning is enough to make the moon do cartwheels and entice roses to sing Billie Holiday songs ("I've got a crush on you"). It was my honor and pleasure to be best man a year ago, and that joy continues always. If you ever had doubts about marriage, spend a minute with Joshua and Robin. They'll straighten you out. They are not only exemplars of a dynamic relationship in action... they're a living embodiment of all tales of romantic love that span millenia.

    So, tonight I raise my glass to two dear beloveds. You restore belief in love when you walk with that giddy step of yours down any street. Your togetherness moves mountains, in fact makes them tango. Your flowing love is wider than the Mississippi, the Yangtze, the Nile or the French Broad combined, and it brings me much happiness to be included in your tide and to marvel at your depth.

    Cheers!

    jaybird found this for you @ 17:42 in Journaling the Infinite | | permalink



    Meet the FLY GUY

    Meet the FLY GUY

    jaybird found this for you @ 16:47 in Cosmic Randomness Grab Bag | | permalink



    New look for ball lightning

    New look for ball lightning Ball lightning - a slow-moving ball of light that is occasionally seen at ground level during thunderstorms - has puzzled scientists for centuries. There have also been reports of ball lightning in aircraft, but the origins of this phenomenon have remained a mystery.

    jaybird found this for you @ 06:52 in Forteana, Phenomena & the Bizarre | | permalink



    Need more hits? Try adding

    Need more hits? Try adding some of these 'spook words' to your meta tags if you'd like more traffic from your friends at the NSA.

    first link via Reality Carnival, posted to MeFi

    jaybird found this for you @ 06:51 in Blogosphere, Tech & Internet | | permalink



    { Wednesday, 24 September, 2003 }

    'Extinct' mammal found in Cuba

    'Extinct' mammal found in Cuba Unfortunately, it was aiding the prisoners at Camp Terror and will be turned into a muff.

    jaybird found this for you @ 22:18 in Forteana, Phenomena & the Bizarre | | permalink



    Anyone talk to John Titor

    Anyone talk to John Titor lately? Traveling in Time Becomes Possible Black holes can take people to new dimensions

    jaybird found this for you @ 16:52 in Conjecture & Speculation | | permalink



    Two meetings tonight, one over

    Two meetings tonight, one over beer. One, a writers workshop, another, bitching developing strategies to improve interpersonal communication at work.

    jaybird found this for you @ 16:50 in Journaling the Infinite | | permalink



    Yup, Huxley and Heinlein write

    Yup, Huxley and Heinlein write pr0n: Parents seek to ban books “This is pornographic literature and we do not feel it has a place in any school funded by taxpayer dollars.”

    jaybird found this for you @ 06:50 in Authors, Books & Words | | permalink



    Dean Invokes Boston Tea Party,

    Dean Invokes Boston Tea Party, Rips 'King' George Democratic presidential hopeful Howard Dean invoked Boston's revolutionary legacy on Tuesday as he urged Americans to dump their latter-day "king" -- George W. Bush -- whom he accused of threatening democracy and caring only for the very rich.